The One Where I Treat Myself Right
Moving into this new year, I’ve struggled with a few things that everyone struggles with such as balancing life, school, and jobs. One of the biggest battles I’ve had to fight is one with myself. Depression. This is definitely not something I love to talk about anymore given that many people have different opinions. One of my favorite opinions I’ve heard is “You choose to be depressed”. It is crazy to me how people believe that depression is a choice. If you ask people about me, they know that I’m outgoing and happy. For me, I didn’t choose, to not be me. Anyways.. With this being said, I’ve decided to listen to myself this year more. To take the time to hear what I need. I’m doing this by getting my nails done, baking cookies, my pinterest bucketlist, face mask, hair mask, or even just taking a walk in a park. This last year, I purposely stayed busy by having two jobs, school and just sleep. I avoided listening to myself cry out. If I was lonely, I’d join a friend or just call it